Where is this blinding? Through my eyes I see a dilema, my mouth cannot speak the reasons you are this way so fantastic tied to the day you die, shut up and let me exist through this misery that hold my hands nailed and this cloud of toxic illusions escallated rapidly to chase me away from my thoughts as I try to see through this haze of empty words I stand to deplete all vain misuderstanings with a word to die for, look into my eyes and watch it all go off.

Lost again I roam in this light to fill with darkness my past, used and thrown in this kingdom there is no throne, nor a castle, nor a crown I am left with this scarecrow to chase away my dreams and I gave it life and motion in this emptyness everything can eat you alive from the shadows to this and then you wonder when I will eclipse the sun and draw this veil away. When then sun stops to breed light to my shadows I will turn to find light, to my shadows I will turn to find light. And born again I paint the night red, the sky grey, thunders roar to trap past hate and to this haze I make a blue God from the abyss from the depths of my soul I reach out to find me alone, I looked deep in this God to find me. Look me it said I will make your dreams come to life and in a second it took my hand and gave me worlds to fill my head and words to fill my mouth, it calmed my ears and a light beside me to chase the night away. And born again I paint red the night, the sky grey, thunders roar to trap past hate and to this haze I make a blue God from the abyss from the depths of my soul I reach out to find me alone, I looked deep in this God to find me.

This is the sound of freedom, hear it as it dies. Everyone in charge of their own demon they choose to obey, luminance of the shattered light, obsessed by this feeling of questioning your own mind what's to be with open hands and feel this vibration on your spine, your legs to shake on this ground, your head bang to the walls of your misery, wait to see it in your eyes looking you, slowly consuming you, inch by inch, this world inside you died and you are left alone now, this is not a fairytale, 12.00 am, you are not the kid you once were, this is not a fucking dream, can you realise that world, in your head, died because of you. This is the sound of 7 billion dying hearts.

And I stumble upon my great lies and I try to hide forever from this, this isn't the time you wouldn't ask yourself why? Why we try to tolerate this lie? Why we try to hide and away from this life to cry? We are nowhere inside this life. The more I dip myself in this I see the abyss and the more I let go something always reminds me of this, my head forgotten the reason I'm in this and the more I close my eyes I picture myself in this and I can't go on, this thing wants me here to become ash and something lights my fire and I slowly burn to the echoes of my body that's screaming to find a place that means something or to fade away forever, I cannot run cause I'm not supposed to, let me burn to the same rhythm you choosed to play, to that low melody and watch me burn away from all of this and let me go as nothing ever wanted me this way I keep on and to the shadows I will lay my mind to fade and I will fade away forever this time but please let all your dreams now be gone the rest is left behind and all of these moments together can go away and this is the moment you waited for, come on.

Make me say it's all gone to the moment you gaze away my dreams to go away to this abyss of broken lights a glass cage my life so fragile, so cold and when all of this is gone I am left alone to face this, say again I can't realize how much did it suck to have your teeth in my hands, fucker what's up? Did you missed me, can you see now your face in the mirror or all of your dreams crush on the edge of this wall? My fucking God, I tremble and shake to see you like this is your face on the wall now? Did you mentioned something? My hands are now still on the same rotation to grab the money and be gone. Did you said that's all? Say hello to my 9mm. You need another clap? Give it all and go! Tell me again how shitty my life is? Can you tell me again what you got? I can have it all with a punch. Now you got me, my hands are tied and to the enemies you gave the cash. Do you know what I am supposed to do when I'll have again to the ground. I will beat the living shit out of you and with your skull I will wonder around the town. Look at punk with a knife on the eye, are you in possition to tell me what's wrong? Shut the fuck up and lay back do you know who is now on my gun? 1 2 3 and Go take your booty and go, do you know my friend? I killed him for his best friend so shut up your holes and gimme that dope, I mean the cash you hold in your pocket yo. Just give me a dollar I got nothing to hold from. Just give me a dollar I got nothing to hold from. Just give me a dollar I got nothing to hold from. Just give me a dollar I got nothing to hold from.

The sentence you told me it's fine, can you tell me one more reason and I fade away to this darkness, my life it's fine and nothing ever seize these emotions that flow out of me I can't ever be a part of this machine, a part of this cruelty that leads us away from our heads, this depletion of this lie, I stand to show them I fall down and raised to the top of this bullshit with pride, I stand to let you know nothing is for granted than this minute of silence. My God, I can't find a place to rest and the money to pay it nor a plate for my head for my grave, I wish below my name to be a sentence: ''I can't live nor have a thing to say." My God, is there a way to make me all go away? I can't live and I'm not supposed to, I can't think and neither do I want to, I can't be and all these dreams I have turn to dust to the moment I gaze my past again. The sentence you told me it's fine, can you tell me one more reason and I fade away to this darkness, my life it's fine and nothing ever seize these emotions that flow out of me I can't ever be a part of this machine.

I can't understand, what is this supposed to be? I get to the remains of what life was. I raise today to the same nonsence that I have left behind and get again to the shattered. My dome I can't escape. I can't see in front of me. This world evaporated. And everything it was done it has been gone. What I have made of this? To make me understand again what's happened. My hell raised in front of me. I can't lie this is a part of this lust, part of it was created to rule, I can't see inside me no more and my faith rests to this dream that rots inside my mind and a part of myself wants it gone. I can't go on with this. Prayer what up? Aren't you tired of waiting for something? My God, I can't make my mind what is to realise with eyes tired so high by the efford to become something to this sentence. I can't understand, what is to be living and not. Await a lil' more to see my deepest bled on the ground, this is the price of living and rot to this ground to become one with this soil and forget this world that the stronger survives and others not. I sentence you to life, live the life you want to, keep your eyes closed, tomorrow we wake up as we made up.

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Get there, this is where it all ends, I got there and told me this is it, the more I let got I become this monster and to your eyes too ugly to stare, the more I think of it it's gone and I can't tell myself I am not this to you that I am indeed a soulless passion this is what I am left to say it's all gone, and nothing reminds me of this the more I realise I'm gone with it, I go with it to end together this feeling of incompleteness the more I stare the more scarred I am. And this is it, nothing to tell me I am fine and for nothing I'll do this, nothing ever completes the way I feel than this moment of chaos. Get there, to my darkest thoughts, get there, to the harsh edge of myself to know I was there, stepped on it and moved on, get there, where I am now and don't ask a reason for this, I unchained my past for you to know I stand now and nothing can't heal these wounds that scarred only my mind, get there and stand beside me to know that this thing that I am scarred of, to be alone aside this feast of the eyes to stand alone to this. And this is it, nothing to tell me I am fine and for nothing I'll do this, nothing ever completes the way I feel than this moment of chaos. Arise and let everyone know we are nothing but this and this is it, nothing to tell me I am fine and for nothing I'll do this, nothing ever completes the way I feel than this moment of chaos. Get your things and go I arrived to the end of the darkness of my soul as light comes throught my eyes and I know I've reached the end of this world, this lie, a selfdom arised, none can tell me I am fine, get there and all of this will end.

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Did you missed me? Here I ever was. The gutter you screamed when your veins hurt from the death inside me, all I ever am is the reminder of times you were down and you crawled inside your shell for shultter, the times you were up and you defind what life is under a minute. Did you heared? The times are changing forever, catch up to the rhythm that's always the same. Did you know? Nothing is the same and you wonder now, what are those things I said? Do you remember? Do you remember the pain inside as you tried and see all yourself to come to the beginning of something you couldn't make up your mind what? A thrill there is to endure this silence as your mind was away from where it was supposed to be. Do you feel it? There is nothing there that wasn't explained. You see what you need to, hear what you want to, scream what are you? Did everything got shallowed by this need to see everything? Can you hear yourself cry inside as you leave yourself behind? Say it out loud, I will scream it for you, what are you when you leave yourself die for something better? Is there a differance in the way I did say that of these are forgotten, left behind, in the dark, away from me, in the past? Did all your hopes failed to the moment you choosed to see, what is the difference between sanity and error? Is your face covered with the understanding what is to feel this roar? The gutter you gave away just feel your soul die to this moment you gave it all away to feel this insanity twisted to see straight to your mind. Do you get it know? I take it all back and my shadow I will leave forever here to you to haunt you. Is it all ok? Now you can take your time and wonder what's to be in this life? What is doing nothing and have it all. Now it's time you manage yourself through this. No one can help you and no one will. You are left alone in this darkness to find yourself admit, this is not a goodbye, this is what you want to, you can see it as you need to, hear it as you want to, say again fuck you this is over, I got enough, I reached the end of this world inside me and gave roots to something that I can't stand. Tell me again this is not what I feel, all my faith rest to this fucking something was nothing but understanding myself. I am not all the pain that rests scarred inside me, my wounds have healed to know this. I can't see anymore the use of this but there is something more I need to see, another thing to hear and my voice so calmy sick, I don't even know what I am anymore I have lost all my life inside this darkness and anymore I can't see a part of me inside this world. I gave myself away and left my body naked pretending that's the way I was born. I can't see anymore, I have lost the track of time as I spin to this hell I'm brought to survive but I have let go of myself deep inside this sea drowning and I just wait for a shore. The waves have crushed all my egos to this large place I can feel comfort and at last I catched myself dreaming of a piece of what I am even there though, I am shattered to a million places at once. I pick up what's left of me and I move on. I have forgotten the meaning two lines back and I am left to see what is left for me to recall. I don't remember but I certainly know that myself I can't give away, I can't be inside this. I am what left of my remains I picked up, these I threw away and those I am obligated to respect even if I don't need to. I am what the fuck I want so please shut the fuck up and let me live. Be all you need to believe.