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Syndrome Apocalypse

by Ruinissimple

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Sickening 05:05
Pre-test, the sence of abscence this feeling stops as I reach out to find God, the demon awaken this light fills my eyes and red they turn as nothing more I want but this, I can't take this anymore, I can't find a thing to over-come and become, I can't take this sickness anymore so I die. The demon inside me bring me back to life, I can't take this sickness anymore, I can't, I'll fucking ruin it all. I hate this moment can't I sleep and then all be fine? I can't, I can't take this anymore I try but everytime I touch this I die. The demon inside me bring me back to life, I can't take this sickness anymore, I can't, I'll fucking ruin it all. I try. The demon inside me bring me back to life, I can't take this sickness anymore, I can't, I'll fucking ruin it all.
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Delivery 07:10
Get this straight is it true that I lost my mind? I feel I'm losing it all and the ground under my feet gone, is it true, I reach to this light and I feel I'm losing it all, do I get to know what's going on? Tell me now, God, deliverance of my blooded mind this world flashing in front of me do I get to know what's going on? Is it true that I'm losing it all? Tell me, what's going on? A syndrome this apocalypse, this world, my blood, my soul, my God, I feel like I'm losing it all. Hated and lost inside this world, my mind, begging for more, the result of my hunger this world, fuck this solution is clear I need more, don't you see I am dying, all this I am hiding inside my skin, eyes closed, dreaming for someone to come to tell me who I am, I don't want any critisism in this, like it or not I'm what they don't want to dream, I'm everything they are too scared to look, I'm what lays beneath this skin. Locked inside this cage, my head is dying for this, my mind understand what I want, come and tell me now, don't you see? This is the reason I'm so sick, my mind crushed on my soul and my head just bleeds, locked inside this cage, my head, dying for this, my mind, understand what I want, it's hard to see, my body understand my mind doesn't get what I want, to be free. Get this straight is it true that I lost my mind? I feel I'm losing it all and the ground under my feet gone, is it true, I reach to this light and I feel I'm losing it all, do I get to know what's going on? Tell me now, God, deliverance of my blooded mind this world flashing in front of me do I get to know what's going on? Is it true that I'm losing it all? Tell me, what's going on? A syndrome this apocalypse, this world, my blood, my soul, my God, I feel like I'm losing it all. Scream along with me this time, my blood, my soul, my God, I feel like I'm losing it all.
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The Road 06:26
Don't you say I'm not alright. Every mistake I make I fix and I know I'll never find love inside me I know, I can feel it and this pain inside me I scream so what's up? Make me believe it or say goodbye, it's fine, what's up? I can't be that monster, in your eyes, that I don't look like? I don't care, everytime you see me cry, your pain to hide, a drop fell and a paper flower from mud flourish in my hand, what's up? Another drop for everything that's gone and for those that will never come back, don't you say I'm not alright, my hands I spread, what's up? Check this out, there are days that you don't want the sun to raise and others that can't be compared to another, there are times that I remember what I've done and laugh, others that I cry and regreat, there are times that my mind in my chaos falls, souls wonder around and look at me strangely, that's what I felt, there are seconds that my mind is lost in silence, my shadow, my passion, my hate, my love, as I struggle to get to this light, to my darkness a song this silence, my skin burns. There will be days that you won't be able to forget until then blackness and my future unknown. This stops gathering for blood, things to say I can't find I live to serve this fate so I bleed for my God, this stops and as I struggle in my chaos to feel something the more I fall down and try to forget to remember to exist to forget to remember to exist. This pain I'll scream everyday.
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The Roar 06:17
Another day I wake up dead in my eyes this light blinds me, I roll a smoke to feel alive as that's what's left for me to die slowly and to feel pleasure cause shit in this country I can't feel nothing more just a freaky silence and this democraticaparanoicapropagandalblablabla, a black line on a grey sky, smoke from your fire of your stupidity, ashes of your mind, dreams, my eyes stare and lose yourself listen, another day I wake up dead in my eyes this light blinds me. The roar, preluding violence, is that what you want? Now get this. Never say that's it? can't you see this is it, the roar.
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Thing 05:26
I don't care from where I came, where I'll go, where I am as every second I breathe to my breath I choke, I don't care if tommorow won't come as I live in a world that doesn't care, how I feel? Happy that I still breathe and I won't let anyone to imagine that I don't know from where I came, where I go? Where I am? In a world that doesn't care how I feel and I go straight to hell, fuck you, God, I search my mind, in my chaos I fell and I'm losing myself, my soul, don't be afraid to talk. This world doesn't remember anything and my pleasure that I met you, my pleasure.
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Think 03:52
Wearing myself as a coat, as my soul don't realize I'm gone. I'm that thing you want, think everything you want. Say this, say that, I'm everything you want just think everytime you saw me it doesn't matter at all what you see in me as everything you want, isn't this I am, I am not everything you want. I am not everything you want.
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Warmed I wake up, fever from my soul, I keep on, this pain I dreamed off, my hands dripping sweat, I push them hard as I try to mover to this hell swamp I found myself a colder wind cools my skin but my mind bleeds, I can't move. I have this feeling now everything is so oddly quiet, I can't find a reason to move, give me something now. Terrified by my mind, I can't move on to find a single piece of me, I can't move any longer with this, I don't any more fear anything you see, can't you scream now with me? I have this feeling now everything is so oddly quiet, I can't find a reason to move, give me something now. Terrified by my mind, I can't move on to find a single piece of me, I can't move any longer with this, I don't any more fear anything you see.
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The Creator 04:51
Can't see the truth in the mirror? All my life I live to be nothing as for nothing I create all this I'm today, can't you see the truth in the mirror? All I ever done was to enjoy this life as for anything I fall into this, can't you see the truth in your eyes? Everytime I am falling for this as without anything I'm nothing. Can't you see the truth in your eyes? I became everything I have. I'm the creator of everything I want to visualise, to imagine, I'm something, I'm what the fuck you want, can't you see I'm too good for you? That's why you don't see how good I am. I am, I exist, I am, I was. Can't you see the truth in your eyes? I became everything I have. See in your eyes I'm left all this to become a joke, can't you see I'm everything I want? I become everything I wanted, I am all this I enjoy, I don't care for what you think for me, I am what I want and I enjoy myself, everytime I scream for you. Can't you see the truth in your eyes? I became everything I have. Can't you see the truth in your eyes? I became everything I have. Can't you see the truth in your eyes? I became everything I have. See in your eyes I'm left all this to become a joke, can't you see I'm everything I want? I become everything I wanted, I am all this I enjoy, I don't care for what you think for me, I am what I want and I enjoy myself, everytime I scream for you.
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Patience 05:08
Get this now right this is disorder. Living in a lie and paying every mistake I make, this is the true design of monster creation, I am another false imagination. Jesus can't you save me? God can't you see my end coming? I fucking live this just because you failed, no restriction, jihad and now for the last time just say what the fuck. Get this now right this is truely disorder. What the fuck you say now to me? Violence, annihilation, vengence and lies. What the fuck you say now? Get this now straight this is truely disorder. What the fuck you have to say now? I'm forever wrong and all because I took a bite of your fruit and this sin came at the top of my head, can't you see the vengence in your eyes? You want this just because it's mine. This is disorder. Everyone raise horns up for I'm the devil, now scream as sick you are from within as this rage for me is so sick, God, don't you pray for me I have the fate in my hands and this world so weak. This is disorder.
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Starting 02:54
Saying what's up reminds me of what I am left to stare deep inside my skin, all that's left of this torn piece of meat I walk around in and this skeleton inside rotting, my heart what's left to enjoy? A piece of meat I am with nothing to look up to nothing to stare inside me nothing to feel within this flesh just wants more, what's left to enjoy? This is the end. This is the end and the beginning of my life.

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released November 12, 2011

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