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Deathsounds: Chapter 1: Vocalizing The Silence

by Ruinissimple

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1.
Failure 03:24
2.
My life threatened by everything. Goddamn it feels so wrong, why am I doing this for so long? And everything I wanted so false and everything just seems so right, why? Why does it hurts so much? Get rid of anything that you don't need, get rid of me if you don't love me but please just let me say so sick of watching you, I know let me finish, just stand there and stare at me, I know I won't change, I am so fucking haunted by you. I'm what you think, blink I won't change a bit, don't ask me what do you think? Get the fuck up tell me what do you see? I'm so fucking haunted by you. I'm not what you think and I don't care if you like me a bit just tell me straight what do you think? I'm what you need, toxicated, numb indeed and all that's inside my heart fear of living, now ask me what is wrong, as I sit back and watch you all just waiting to eat me alive. Now act like you are told, get the fuck up tell me if I am wrong, I don't care, that's all. I'm what you think, blink I won't change a bit, don't ask me what do you think? Get the fuck up tell me what do you see? I'm so fucking haunted by you. Just go now live your life, be sure I will haunt you for a lifetime and if all this was a dream be sure you will wake up to live this, I'm what you think, blink I won't change a bit, don't ask me what do you think? Get the fuck up tell me what do you see? I'm so fucking haunted by you. My life so threatened by everything but I will live to prove that I'm wrong.
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I won't live forever and I won't die over you, I am something you can't understand it's pure, my soul will live forever in you, I am what's left unspoiled by this sickness, I am mine and nothing will stand in my way, I don't live for you, I am mine and nothing can make me fall. Rage to fill hate and the hand of justice feels nothing, we are just another fly bothering you, we are just nothing to you and all these that you owe us just forgotten we are just another david killing goliath, with one shot, you are nothing to us, we are nothing to you and now darkness what's left to follow light but you gaze and can't see in front of you, what's left to do? Don't tell me that you don't know, look me in the eyes and tell me you are wrong, just try for one time to be as real I'm to you, I feel nothing about you as nothing I am to you, what's left to do? Don't tell me that you don't know, look me in the eyes and tell me you are wrong just try for one time to be as real I'm to you, I feel nothing about you as nothing I am to you. Light to unveil shade forget about the darkness, love to erase hate, forgiveness to fill these eyes, hope to deny failure, propaganda to cover lies, greed to fill dreams, dreams to fill life. I won't live forever and I won't die over you, I am something you can't understand it's pure, my soul will live forever in you, I am what's left unspoiled by this sickness, I am mine and nothing will stand in my way, I don't live for you, I am mine and nothing can make me fall, nothing can make me fall, nothing can make me fall, nothing can make me fall, nothing can make me fucking fall.
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Well everything is better than it looks and everyone just wanting to be abused by anyone that doesn't care about the other and everything just for sale and this world so greedy it makes me sick, what about you? What you have to say? Stick it in your ass I don't care and all I want to say is, get the fuck off before you see me getting mad and all this I don't understand why the fuck are you talking to me? Just wait to see everything pass in front of your eyes, your ignorance is killing you. And why does everyone deserves this fate? Why? I can't understand, everything is so fucking twisted, why I live to see this filth? Why? Your mind is sickening you. What you have to say? Stick it in your ass I don't care and all I want to say is, get the fuck off before you see me getting mad and all this I don't understand why the fuck are you talking to me? Just wait to see everything pass in front of your eyes, your ignorance is killing you. All that gilters is gold? Fuck, why are you so fucking dum? Why you believe a lie or is this a way to be loved? Open your eyes, see in front of you, just see everything is more than you think, everything is better than it seems and just everyone is the same like you. What do you have to say? Everything just for sale, the god of gold raised and there is left to say, how I'm gonna get throught? How I'll live when everything has it's price, how I'll survive in this world of greed? Now I believe everything is worst than it looks, everything more complicated than it seems and everyone so fucking evil fuck you make me sick. Why the fuck should I wait to see you sell me? Why the fuck should I care about how this feels? I don't give a goddamn fuck. Why the fucking fuck should I wait to hear what you have to say? Get the fuck off, fuck you all I have to say, why the fuck you still look at me? Tell me now how it feels to have the whole world in your feet and wanting more? How does it feels? How does it feels? Everyone here just dies and it's all because of you. Well, what you have to say? Stick it in your ass I don't care and all I want to say is, get the fuck off before you see me getting mad and all this I don't understand why the fuck are you talking to me? Just wait to see everything pass in front of your eyes, your ignorance is killing you. Why the fuck are you looking at me? Why the fuck are you looking at me? Why? Why? Why? Why?
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Doomed 04:55
Hey ,why is everything feel so strange? Admit that everytime you feel a change coming you look away and say all this was a illusion just pray everything will be easier to comprihend or just you don't see the truth of a lie pray for a change this world is becoming insane nonsences for your ears it's just another growl and all of this is a game, game on. Chained forever in this world, mud knee high I can move, I can scream forever but I can't be heard and the light from my eyes is fading fuck what I've done wrong? Nothing, my doom punishes me 'cause I can't never live my life, I'm always wrong, I live to serve my fate and all of me is gone, one more time tell me what I've done wrong? Colapsed, in your hands my soul, I can't feel nothing more than this I am everything you want but when look me again in the eyes tell me what the fuck I've done wrong? Chained forever in this world, mud knee high I can move, I can scream forever but I can't be heard and the light from my eyes is fading fuck what I've done wrong? Hate me all you want I'm this and I won't change a bit but don't ever scream to me 'cause I'll scream back 'till your mind bleed.
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Why should I try to see a truth inside you?
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Blacken 08:35
Dare to this maze get lost, I keep wearing this mask to hide the emptyness of my mind and my heart keeps on banging fire I breathe, blood I spit, a chaos to fill my head and my eyes just stare that's all they do and it rains mud and swamped my heart beats away from this nymphomanialcoholokinky whorehouse you want me in pornoholic junkies your generation a failing illusion of your modernoschizopheric progression results of meditation medication suffucation, obligation mad man's direction, nicotine for depression compresion of annihiolation, hypnotism of freedom conclusion brainwash, belief of distraction in the world of confusion and abstraction and the more i see this image of destruction the more i feel it's time we say i'm as i exist, your voice cracking this soil. And the clouds faded and the sun showed and burned my skin I won't come back as another selfless meat feeding from your shameless propagandal hypocritic brakedown and dressed with your shame I walk your way and nothing I feel hello world, my life quite a mess as I live to serve the nation of paranormality, my greetings, I come in peace to bring wars of freedom as blindfolded from this mask of democracy I wear, I bring bombs of liberation, nonsence bullshitin paradox continium capitalistic propagandal delirium and god bless my shitcovered selfless self I'm more, you're me, I'm you but I'm the knot in your throat, tightening up, don't you say another word I'm your tongue splitting apart your mind wondering when it's time to die? I'm the pain inside your head. Your fear, your laughter, your tears. I'm the voise inside your skull, now listen. I'm the hate and the fury, I'm the reason you breathe and every breath you take choke, I'm your brain's death, I come behind you when you fall asleep and i'm waiting for your dreams to come out and I burn them to ashes and blow them away with my roar, I live as I'm told I lie to myself for everytime I remember I told myself you're wrong, I'm not your puppet, I'm mine nothing more. nothing more. To you I'm whatever you say I keep on talk and whatever I told, sorry for I'm now mine and I don't baw to no one, I am something you think it's wrong, I was something wrong yours. My reasoning so simple I'm not what you thought of and so i hide my face from you and so I cry inside a lake of regreat so let me brake it down for you, I'm not what you want and I'm never going to be, I'm not what you want and I'm never fucking going to be. Your soul let out and everything you say can't hurt me now, it's just another scar i count on my skin and everything else that crawls on skin, another reason to hate you, you are out and everything you say can't hurt me it's just another scar I count on my skin and everything else that crawls on my skin another reason to hate you just stop acting like you don't understand everything you said another scream off mouth and everything I said another scream out of my mouth.
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Give me something straight or just pretend and go away, that's all you ever do, tell me why i can't live without you? Anyway since I can't breathe anyway, tell me why I still love you? Hey say something, what? My eyes won't drop a tear, that's why I'm so fucking lost, tell me why should I take another look around to see if you are still here? To my sweet darkness i'll dress my soul and search my dreams to find a piece of you I still love you. I can't recall but I can't forget things I said, felt, saw, heard and loved and all my dreams are haunted, I still fucking love you. Do you have fun now or everything i said just too much to comprehend? Another scar on my skin i count and everything I said just gone now another scar on my skin I count and everything i said just gone, now I'm the fucking thought you have for me and I'm not proud for this. Why does everyone has to say another side of the truth or they just see it wrong and it's all because of this? Why I have to explain myself clearer than this? All that you see maybe it's real. But don't I give a fuck how does this feels. Torture me all you want I won't fell a thing. But don't I give a fuck how does this feels. Torture me all you want I won't fell a thing. Why does everyone has to say another side of the truth or they just see it wrong and it's all because of this? Why I have to explain myself clearer than this? All that you see maybe it's real. I want you to scream when I count to three, one, two, three. It's true I'm your darkness, I'm your darkness, your darkness.
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Waiting for something it's what you always do, the bleeding, the plagues, inside your head this world is falling apart to a note and everything else just a part of this world inside your head, your mind waiting for a squel, as with words you stand weak, now the bleeding, the plagues menacingly coming and my mind tainted, piece of shit we are all awake don't you fucking fail us again. What's that one time you were trying to say? Everything just forgotten with a noise, shit and everything you told just now don't seem to go as you planned, well, maybe that's life knocking on your door. Does this makes any sence? Am I just too good to be true? Well, whatever you say I will always wait for a noise. From hell to heaven and all the way back, everything seems so ifinate, it's not. Why we live like this? Hell got cold and heaven's coulds begun to pour rain and my soul just wondering around this place. Why can't I ever be gone? Just answer this, why does everything feels like I felt them before and why do I live this life of pain for you? Corporations of stupidity, the only thing living inside my head is this, belief of faith, hope everything you hear it's true, pay the price of forgiveness it's true, everything you want it's like you think and maybe one day you will understand this, corporations of stupidity the only thing living inside my head is this hope everything you hear it's true, pay the price of forgiveness it's true, everything you want, it's like you think, corporations of stupidity the only thing living inside my head is this, belief of faith, hope everything you hear it's true, pay the price of forgiveness it's true, everything you want it's like you think and maybe one day you will understand this.
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Now it's time to say save yourself from this darkness, it's time for all dreams you have to be true, a miracle all you want and the face of fear it's close, submisive subliminal annihilation of the eye's seeable truth, death's sounds all is to be heard with my roar, demonical mytho-creations for my own life, at least you can't see what's inside me.
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Death's Face 01:44
Now I believe that I deserve this, faith dripping off my hands, I'm chocking to your sound, I'm so weak and to your words I feel free. Now that I'm something you hate I feel unique, I'm your whore, your fool and truely nothing indeed, I'm nothing as for nothing I'm born and I live as I want will you excuse me? I don't live for nothing but I will die for something and you may live as you want too.
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Paranormalities, I can say, fake, preluding enslavation, adaptation to globalism, politicoemoconomical calculation and life doesn't worth that much to you, democratical enprizomentation, dictation, democratically owned by goverment, solution can't be found, demonstration, obligatory mass controling organizations, money-making-self-abosorbing coprorations, creating mayhem. The filth of heart, grotesque, well in life needed, the filth of mind, just fuck this, anyway just give me back my life before it's too late, everything you say, can't be now heard for you watch to see something in this mess, everything is for granted, give me back my life before it's too late. Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Tell me why? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Tell me why? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Tell me why does everyone feel like this? Tell me why does this hurt like this? Tell me why your hands are saking like this? Tell me why you have that look in your eyes? Tell me why does this feel like this? Tell me why do I have to live like this? Tell me why does it have to be like this? Tell me why does it have to hurt like this? Don't tell me now why does it hurt like this? Don't tell me why I have that look in my eyes? Don't tell me why my hands are saking like this? Don't tell me why does it feel like this? Don't tell me why does it have to be like this? Don't tell me why do you have to live like this? Don't tell me why does this hurt like this? Don't tell me why everyone feels like this? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Tell me why? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Tell me why? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Is it because I can see the truth in your eyes? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Tell me why? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened? Tell me why? Why does this feels so wrong? Tell me why? Why do you feel so threatened?
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Suffer 04:34
You're inside this too, don't you ever let go, from this moment maybe you don't have another, don't you ever let go your hand from mine or otherwise you are lost. Descendance now among us all. Does this ever stops to be so wrong? Father, don't you see I'm dying? Mother, can you help me now? Brother, can you give me one more shot? Sister, don't you look me now. I am dying to hear you now just to explain me what to do, I'm trying but I can't see a reason so far, why do I suffer like this. I am dying to hear you now just to explain me what to do, I'm trying but I can't see a reason so far, why do I suffer like this? I am dying to hear you now just to explain me what to do, I'm trying but I can't see a reason so far, why do I suffer like this? Just tell me this is going to end soon or some day I will be able to hear you again, just suffer from this routine? Just quit, I won't ever feel another day like this, I promised myself you can't brake me. I am dying to hear you now just to explain me what to do, I'm trying but I can't see a reason so far, why do I suffer like this? I am dying to hear you now just to explain me what to do, I'm trying but I can't see a reason so far, why do I suffer like this? I am dying to hear you now just to explain me what to do, I'm trying but I can't see a reason so far, why do I suffer like this? Just tell me this is going to end soon or some day I will be able to hear you again, just suffer from this routine? Just quit, I won't ever feel another day like this, I promised myself you can't brake me.
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Silence I feel like I'm iron man but i'm like falling down to my knees and god i'm begging you, begging you please, give me a cure for my disease, rip this tongue of my skull as lies spits, I'm begging you begging you please, shut the fuck up and let me speak. Death in my veins flows poison, hold this breath a moment away their hell, lost in your maddness slowly i turn sainted, watch me as tears I drop on this cradle I lie, a blink all fade I leave it all behind as they took away from me the sun and let me fall into this hell and I know I'll never get to heaven and I pray for a rain to come and cleanse my thoughts as sin runs within my blood so a sense of guilt as I find myself staring to the sky and a rain of fire I see coming over me, please god just take me home in the ruins of their faith a lie to breed, a world for the lust of their greed, wait for your words I count bleed as dead I want your dreams and death hangs upon this shadow of my death, my breath, bathe me to my fire I'll burn, watch me as I turn into your nightmare I'll ressurect and walking dead. Turn me to this frail,so false illusion of your fail, disturbed,distracting, destructing, blackness, darkness, gold stains signs of your god's fail hail to this apocalypse. And goodbye to all I was, all now gone, I leave it all behind and my blood I give to you, I tear apart myself as blood you want, blood you get I'll kill in your name again and whatever I do I know I'm fucking blessed as without a cause here I stand dying, dig me a hole and six feet under your hopes this corpse that body I wore rots in this soil I walk and to nothing I'll turn this world, i'm the whore you want watch. As in your madness here I'm lost and now damned I walk and I'll never find a way to cure this curse, rip this tongue of my skull as lies spits, make me forget everything I was and turn me to something they will love, some money away my soul and all I was all forever gone. Turn me to this frail,so false illusion of your fail, disturbed,distracting, destructing, blackness, darkness, gold stains signs of your god's fail hail to this apocalypse.
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My god will you ever stop being so rough? My mind distorting reality's self unconsiation, my death, something I can't get, my life a syndrome, self dening miracle, my god false idols coming from the sky, my fate magma coming from within, my future so wasted for you, my pride I won't stand to see you die. I'm my-obviously-self's fucking gore maybe unfair but I try my god fuck this I'm trying desperatly to find a descision for my life, should I shut up or scream out loud? Scream. Goddamn fucking self annihilating politically grotesquely thinking money eating bastards and to their hands my head on a plate and they see me like I'm their dinner, I won't say say it twice, get the fuck away now and I am a beast and look me closely I'm not like anything you seen before, I'm fucking waiting for your fall just die, I'm waiting for a free fucking world, I'm waiting for a shameful sorry, my world they got us nailed to our cross, just wait for their fall. And my truth I don't even know watch going on? The reason you breathe and it's still free they didn't think about selling you air yet, they are trying, to sell you yourself, like budah's tooth on a glass cage for you're doomed, living to serve money as the only thing that's fair. Why? 'Casuse they make you think you're something like they don't want to be something too and as history is a lesson for the future their god on a stick they sell for some gold. My god will you ever stop for one second and hear me, my mind distorting reality's self unconsiation, my death a passage to another dimention, my life a syndrome, self dening miracle my god false idols coming from the sky. My fate magma coming from within, my future eternal, internal confusion, my pride I won't stand to see you die, I won't stand there to see you die, I won't stand there to see you die, I won't stand there to see you die, I won't stand there to see you die. And everything else you know is for granted, they think we are nothing. Fuck you, I am something. My god will you ever stop for one second and hear me, my mind distorting reality's self unconsiation, my death a passage to another dimention, my life a syndrome, self dening miracle, my god false idols coming from the sky, my fate magma coming from within, my future eternal, internal confusion, my pride I won't stand to see you die And whatever you say this will keep on and everything is nothing, when it come to this distraction, destruction, disturbion, now reconsideration, annihilating self less psychotic obvious dumnation, damnation, the weak won't fall, we are all, together something big, now try to get us down. Clearly, we are still here from the beginning of time, this is our world, now you try to sell me some water, fuck this, make it wine, I want to get off now you take my soul, now give it back, rise up and do for me a clone, clown, I can't stand this anymore, I am nothing like you seen before, I am something different. Now you think I'm nothing, fuck you I'm something, I'm something purely godly, I am, like you say the devil, I am truely something you can't understand, I am nothing you know, I am something better than you, I am truely nothing to you. My god will you ever stop for one second and hear me, my mind distorting reality's self unconsiation, my death a passage to another dimention, my life a syndrome, self dening miracle, my god false idols coming from the sky, my fate magma coming from within, my future eternal, internal confusion, my pride I won't stand to see you die my god, will you ever stop for one second and hear me, my mind distorting reality's self unconsiation, my death a passage to another dimention, my life a syndrome, self dening miracle, my god false idols coming from the sky, my fate magma coming from within, my future eternal, internal confusion, my pride I won't stand to see you die. And everything else you know is for granted, they think we are nothing, fuck you I am something. My god will you ever stop for one second and hear me, my mind distorting reality's self unconsiation, my death a passage to another dimention, my life a syndrome, self dening miracle, my god false idols coming from the sky, my fate magma coming from within, my future eternal, internal confusion, my pride I won't stand to see you die my god, will you ever stop for one second and hear me, my mind distorting reality's self unconsiation, my death a passage to another dimention, my life a syndrome, self dening miracle, my god false idols coming from the sky, my fate magma coming from within, my future eternal, internal confusion, my pride I won't stand to see you die.

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